I always felt as if I was a thing. My narcissists needed something to help them impress others. Out of our home, I was to have no feelings or human needs. Inside our home I stayed their thing as I became their punching bag, my feelings were crushed with their smearing campaigns, and I was …
As holidays come and go, I wonder what it would be like to enjoy the day. Or, what it would be like to be anticipating being with loved ones while laughing and exchanging hugs and goodies. With the sun coming up signifying that another holiday is beginning, I listen for signs of happiness when I …
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After a heart wrenching emotional and physical beating, I walked away from my abuser, declared no contact, and never went back. Then after studying the personality makeup of psychopathic, narcissistic individuals, I learned that no contact was supposedly the answer to how to end my suffering and begin my process of healing. Did I miss …